Lyrics
33 Lives
Ardent Liaison
Verse 1
I can feel myself slipping in but I don't know the answers
I control all these rippling sins but I don't know the answers
I feel guilty and I'm ashamed but I don't know the answers
I can feel myself fall defamed but I don't know the answers
Chorus
I fucked up your life and I fucked up my own
But I can't help you now 'cos I'm losing control
Every time I think that it's gone on too long
I'm confronted by you, we both know this is wrong
Hard to feel sorry now
Know I've lost your respect but I can see so much better for you
Verse 2
You can not tear me up inside 'cos I've lost my emotions
Appathetic no pain disguised 'cos I've lost my emotions
Can't you see that I'm losing grip 'cos I've lost my emotions
I can feel myself start to slip 'cos I've lost my emotions
Chorus (x2)
I fucked up your life and I fucked up my own
But I can't help you now 'cos I'm losing control
Every time I think that it's gone on too long
I'm confronted by you, we both know this is wrong
Hard to feel sorry now
Know I've lost your respect but I can see so much better for you
Astoria
Verse 1
Hear your song, lullaby
Hear your voice, petrified
Hold your breath, start to cry
She never sleeps, nowhere to hide
Chorus
I waded in too deep to save, to save my story
I kill or die in my disgrace, there is no glory
The only way to save myself is sacrificing you
She came to me, she'll come to you
She'll come to you
Verse 2
Tail my voice through it all
Use my words, hear me call
Knock me down, watch me fall
My moves followed through it all
Chorus
I waded in too deep to save, to save my story
I kill or die in my disgrace, there is no glory
The only way to save myself is sacrificing you
She came to me, she'll come to you
She'll come to you
Big Crowded Town
Verse 1
I understand that I should leave
But you should know that regret creeps up
Before time has healed
You know what you want
You don't know how to get it
If you weren't so busy maybe you'ld see
That this is a...
Chorus
Big crowded town full of small minded people
You live a new lie always fearing the reaper
Here I collapse from the dread and the pity
Wasted, abused and so god damn unpretty
Verse 2
All of the bad you made me feel
Pain called so you could cover up
Your insecurities
Don't know how to stop
Don't know how far to take it
You'll never see the good in me
Cos this is a...
Chorus
Big crowded town full of small minded people
You live a new lie always fearing the reaper
Here I collapse from the dread and the pity
Wasted, abused and so god damn unpretty
Verse 3
Took me so long to realise
I can't back down when people like you
Makes this...
Chorus
Big crowded town so full of evil people
You live a new lie always fearing the reaper
Here I collapse fom the dread and the pity
Wasted, abused in this god damn
Big crowded town full of small minded people
You live a new lie always fearing the reaper
Here I collapse from the dread and the pity
Wasted, abused and so god damn unpretty
Can't Help Wanting
Verse 1
What is there to say that you haven't heard before
You fill my head with crap and leave me wanting more
Contradictions make me feel insecure
Let me think I'm in then show me to the door
I feel sick of things you promise and ignore
You screw me over but I can't help wanting more
Chorus
In the eyes of my dreary past you can see, you can see
I wanna listen to what you say, this is me
There is no-one who really cares, they're all too busy with themselves
This is me, this is me tonight
Verse 2
My tarnished soul is heavy with a load for two
I can't express myself, I'll break the surface through
I'm confined to dark thoughts that I never knew
I try to fight it but I can't help wanting you
Chorus
In the eyes of my dreary past you can see, you can see
I wanna listen to what you say, is this me
There is no-one who really cares, they're all too busy with themselves
This is me, this is me tonight
Verse 3
I fuck with you in every way, I am guilty
I'm in control of you, you never will be free
The day has come now that you thought you'd never see
You try to hide it but you can't help wanting me
Chorus
In the eyes of your dreary past I can see, I can see
Don't wanna listen to what you say, this is me
There is no-one who really cares, I'm just too busy with myself
This is me, this is me tonight
Crawl
Verse 1
You call me in the morning and you make me feel like everything's ok
But you don't think I'm really any use to you cos I'm not me today
I can't even look at you anymore, hatred boils my veins
I don't need to feel like shit today so stay the fuck away
Chorus
You dont think that I belong
I'm not doing anything wrong
I'm lost in a black hole, dead rats' disease
making my skin crawl
Verse 2
Dragging my limp body on my hands and knees because I'd die to please
Weakness spreads through my body like an infectious disease
I can't feel the pain anymore because I'm numb with anxiety
I don't need to feel like shit today so stay the fuck away
Chorus x2
You dont hink that I belong
I'm not doing anything wrong
I'm lost in a black hole, dead rats' disease
Making my skin crawl
Can't Help Wanting
Nugget
33 Lives
Verse1
I hear the voices linger, listen carefully, they're talking 'bout you
Ears burning, moving closer, can't you make this stop, your secrets they knew
You're a victim drowned in sorrow, no luck for today, no hope for tomorrow
Each day that passes has no door, sweet dreams melt away when the image is torn
Chorus
How do you feel when you see the blood rolling from her face
How do you feel, the only trust she ever had, betrayed
You like to see her broken pictures scattered on the floor
You like to be so domineering, all her clothes are torn
Throw her against the door
Verse 2
I hear the footsteps louder, time is running out, there's nowhere to go
Quick thinkers are essential, snail along the hall, we're moving to slow
Guide my hand along the darkness, we're falling behind, our fear just can't take us
Pull forward to the distance, reaching for an exit he pulls me below
Chorus
How do you feel when you see the blood rolling from her face
How do you feel, the only trust she ever had, betrayed
You like to see her broken pictures scattered on the floor
You like to be so domineering, all her clothes are torn
Throw her against the door
Ardent Liaison
Verse 1
I can feel myself slipping in but I don't know the answers
I control all these rippling sins but I don't know the answers
I feel guilty and I'm ashamed but I don't know the answers
I can feel myself fall defamed but I don't know the answers
Chorus
I fucked up your life and I fucked up my own
But I can't help you now 'cos I'm losing control
Every time I think that it's gone on too long
I'm confronted by you, we both know this is wrong
Hard to feel sorry now
Know I've lost your respect but I can see so much better for you
Verse 2
You can not tear me up inside 'cos I've lost my emotions
Appathetic no pain disguised 'cos I've lost my emotions
Can't you see that I'm losing grip 'cos I've lost my emotions
I can feel myself start to slip 'cos I've lost my emotions
Chorus (x2)
I fucked up your life and I fucked up my own
But I can't help you now 'cos I'm losing control
Every time I think that it's gone on too long
I'm confronted by you, we both know this is wrong
Hard to feel sorry now
Know I've lost your respect but I can see so much better for you
Astoria
Verse 1
Hear your song, lullaby
Hear your voice, petrified
Hold your breath, start to cry
She never sleeps, nowhere to hide
Chorus
I waded in too deep to save, to save my story
I kill or die in my disgrace, there is no glory
The only way to save myself is sacrificing you
She came to me, she'll come to you
She'll come to you
Verse 2
Tail my voice through it all
Use my words, hear me call
Knock me down, watch me fall
My moves followed through it all
Chorus
I waded in too deep to save, to save my story
I kill or die in my disgrace, there is no glory
The only way to save myself is sacrificing you
She came to me, she'll come to you
She'll come to you
Big Crowded Town
Verse 1
I understand that I should leave
But you should know that regret creeps up
Before time has healed
You know what you want
You don't know how to get it
If you weren't so busy maybe you'ld see
That this is a...
Chorus
Big crowded town full of small minded people
You live a new lie always fearing the reaper
Here I collapse from the dread and the pity
Wasted, abused and so god damn unpretty
Verse 2
All of the bad you made me feel
Pain called so you could cover up
Your insecurities
Don't know how to stop
Don't know how far to take it
You'll never see the good in me
Cos this is a...
Chorus
Big crowded town full of small minded people
You live a new lie always fearing the reaper
Here I collapse from the dread and the pity
Wasted, abused and so god damn unpretty
Verse 3
Took me so long to realise
I can't back down when people like you
Makes this...
Chorus
Big crowded town so full of evil people
You live a new lie always fearing the reaper
Here I collapse fom the dread and the pity
Wasted, abused in this god damn
Big crowded town full of small minded people
You live a new lie always fearing the reaper
Here I collapse from the dread and the pity
Wasted, abused and so god damn unpretty
Can't Help Wanting
Verse 1
What is there to say that you haven't heard before
You fill my head with crap and leave me wanting more
Contradictions make me feel insecure
Let me think I'm in then show me to the door
I feel sick of things you promise and ignore
You screw me over but I can't help wanting more
Chorus
In the eyes of my dreary past you can see, you can see
I wanna listen to what you say, this is me
There is no-one who really cares, they're all too busy with themselves
This is me, this is me tonight
Verse 2
My tarnished soul is heavy with a load for two
I can't express myself, I'll break the surface through
I'm confined to dark thoughts that I never knew
I try to fight it but I can't help wanting you
Chorus
In the eyes of my dreary past you can see, you can see
I wanna listen to what you say, is this me
There is no-one who really cares, they're all too busy with themselves
This is me, this is me tonight
Verse 3
I fuck with you in every way, I am guilty
I'm in control of you, you never will be free
The day has come now that you thought you'd never see
You try to hide it but you can't help wanting me
Chorus
In the eyes of your dreary past I can see, I can see
Don't wanna listen to what you say, this is me
There is no-one who really cares, I'm just too busy with myself
This is me, this is me tonight
Crawl
Verse 1
You call me in the morning and you make me feel like everything's ok
But you don't think I'm really any use to you cos I'm not me today
I can't even look at you anymore, hatred boils my veins
I don't need to feel like shit today so stay the fuck away
Chorus
You dont think that I belong
I'm not doing anything wrong
I'm lost in a black hole, dead rats' disease
making my skin crawl
Verse 2
Dragging my limp body on my hands and knees because I'd die to please
Weakness spreads through my body like an infectious disease
I can't feel the pain anymore because I'm numb with anxiety
I don't need to feel like shit today so stay the fuck away
Chorus x2
You dont hink that I belong
I'm not doing anything wrong
I'm lost in a black hole, dead rats' disease
Making my skin crawl
Fake The End
Verse 1
Can you taste what you've wasted on yourself
Do you think you can make up for this mess
Can you even remember how it feels
Do you think I can just forgive you
Can you talk through your mouth once in your life
Can you make a more selfless sacrifice
I don't think you remember how it feels
I don't think you could just forgive me
Chorus (x2)
He wants a life that's so far away
He doesn't know if he can take it
He doesn't know if he can fake the end
If he can fake it
Verse 2
Fall away and crash down here if you like
Break and run if you can't take your lost pride
Dreams can die but your memories will last
You'll never live if you can't confront your past
Leave the world you've created in your head
Live the fantasies that you wish you had
You can't fail if you never even try
You'll never live if you can't confront your lies
Chorus (x2)
He wants a life that's so far away
He doesn't know if he can take it
He doesn't know if he can fake the end
If he can fake it
Bridge (x2)
What's left for you to do with me
What's left for me to do with you
Can't hold the truth
Can't hold the lies
Can't hold the feelings I keep inside
Chorus (x2)
He wants a life that's so far away
He doesn't know if he can take it
He doesn't know if he can fake the end
If he can fake it
Nugget
Verse 1
Does he want to be protected
Contradicted, misdirected
Won't destroy the life but he's willing to ignore the pain
Chorus
Clears his life of his dependence
Tears his wall, his old defenses
Questions his beliefs
Walks away from the brutality
Verse 2
She is searching for perfection
Finds it in her own reflection
Don't ignore the price that you're paying for your vanity
Chorus
Satisfaction's gauranteed but
Every second's killing me so
Leave it on the shelf
Try a little piece of empathy
Verse 3
Does he want to be protected
Tears his walls, his old defences
Don't ignore the price
Try a little piece of empathy
P.M.O.
Verse 1
I hope you are, I hope you're waiting for me, waiting for me
You're in my heart, I know you're waiting for me, waiting for me
Knew from the start, knew you were aching for me, craving for me
I hope you are, I hope you're longing for me, for me
Chorus
I feel so lost and hated from the way you used to push me out
(I know you, I know you when you're treating me like you, treating me like you do)
Verse 2
I sit alone, I sit here isolated, isolated
You're not at home, I feel so lost and hated, lost and hated
Ignore your phone, you are so over-rated, overstated
I sit alone, I sit here having waited, waited
Chorus
I feel so lost and hated, from the way you used to push me out
(I know you, I know you when you're treating me like you, treating me like you)
Verse 3
I hope you are, I hope you're waiting for me, waiting for me
You're in my heart, I know you're waiting for me, waiting for me
Knew from the start, knew you were aching for me, craving for me
I hope you are, I hope you're longing for me, for me
Chorus
I feel so lost and hated, from the way you used to push me out
(I know you, I know you when you're treating me like you, treating me like you)
Senses Fade
Verse 1
Held my breath for all these years
Wasted time, life disappears
I know you have heard this all before
You can pay some heed or just ignore
Just ignore
Verse 2
Turn to you and you show your back
All these interuptions make me crack
Sit down here next to me
Just listen to me just let me speak
Let me speak
Chorus
Looking at you picture makes this feeling enflame
Your photo burning with you looking right out of the frame
The time it took me to rid my mind of you
It wasn't that hard it was easy to do
Vaseline Bum Bum Boy
Verse 1
You think you can read me but you're filling it in yourself
Tell me, can you leave me while you're weak and you're in distress
Chorus
I don't want you to forgive me
Wonder how you will convince me
I don't want someone to bring me down
Verse 2
You think you decieve me 'cos you're pale and you fake regret
Tell me, can recieving make you feel all of this neglect
Chorus
I don't want you to forgive me
Wonder how you will convince me
I don't want someone to bring me down
You Are
Verse 1
I see your face and know that I'm the one to fall apart tonight
I never realised that I could love like this but you were right
You mean the world to me, the only thing going right in my life
Don't wanna walk away, don't wanna wake up from this dream tonight
Chorus
You show the light to me, you are, you are, you are
The strenght to fill my day, you are
Still shining bright for me, you are, you are, you are
Enticed by what you say, you are, you are the one, you are the one
Verse 2
You look at me, I love the way your eyes are smiling distantly
I shiver from your touch, your body moves so close, disolves in me
My dreams have washed away, fulfilled by new, surreal reality
Won't let you go, I need to feel your soul devour all of me
Chorus
You show the light to me, you are, you are, you are
The strenght to fill my day, you are
Still shining bright for me, you are, you are, you are
Enticed by what you say, you are, you are the one, you are the one
You Told Me
Verse 1
Can you taste what you've wasted on yourself
Do you think you can make up for this mess
Can you even remember how it feels
Do you think I can just forgive you
Can you talk through your mouth once in your life
Can you make a more selfless sacrifice
I don't think you remember how it feels
I don't think you could just forgive me
Chorus (x2)
He wants a life that's so far away
He doesn't know if he can take it
He doesn't know if he can fake the end
If he can fake it
Verse 2
Fall away and crash down here if you like
Break and run if you can't take your lost pride
Dreams can die but your memories will last
You'll never live if you can't confront your past
Leave the world you've created in your head
Live the fantasies that you wish you had
You can't fail if you never even try
You'll never live if you can't confront your lies
Chorus (x2)
He wants a life that's so far away
He doesn't know if he can take it
He doesn't know if he can fake the end
If he can fake it
Bridge (x2)
What's left for you to do with me
What's left for me to do with you
Can't hold the truth
Can't hold the lies
Can't hold the feelings I keep inside
Chorus (x2)
He wants a life that's so far away
He doesn't know if he can take it
He doesn't know if he can fake the end
If he can fake it
Nugget
Verse 1
Does he want to be protected
Contradicted, misdirected
Won't destroy the life but he's willing to ignore the pain
Chorus
Clears his life of his dependence
Tears his wall, his old defenses
Questions his beliefs
Walks away from the brutality
Verse 2
She is searching for perfection
Finds it in her own reflection
Don't ignore the price that you're paying for your vanity
Chorus
Satisfaction's gauranteed but
Every second's killing me so
Leave it on the shelf
Try a little piece of empathy
Verse 3
Does he want to be protected
Tears his walls, his old defences
Don't ignore the price
Try a little piece of empathy
P.M.O.
Verse 1
I hope you are, I hope you're waiting for me, waiting for me
You're in my heart, I know you're waiting for me, waiting for me
Knew from the start, knew you were aching for me, craving for me
I hope you are, I hope you're longing for me, for me
Chorus
I feel so lost and hated from the way you used to push me out
(I know you, I know you when you're treating me like you, treating me like you do)
Verse 2
I sit alone, I sit here isolated, isolated
You're not at home, I feel so lost and hated, lost and hated
Ignore your phone, you are so over-rated, overstated
I sit alone, I sit here having waited, waited
Chorus
I feel so lost and hated, from the way you used to push me out
(I know you, I know you when you're treating me like you, treating me like you)
Verse 3
I hope you are, I hope you're waiting for me, waiting for me
You're in my heart, I know you're waiting for me, waiting for me
Knew from the start, knew you were aching for me, craving for me
I hope you are, I hope you're longing for me, for me
Chorus
I feel so lost and hated, from the way you used to push me out
(I know you, I know you when you're treating me like you, treating me like you)
Senses Fade
Verse 1
Held my breath for all these years
Wasted time, life disappears
I know you have heard this all before
You can pay some heed or just ignore
Just ignore
Verse 2
Turn to you and you show your back
All these interuptions make me crack
Sit down here next to me
Just listen to me just let me speak
Let me speak
Chorus
Looking at you picture makes this feeling enflame
Your photo burning with you looking right out of the frame
The time it took me to rid my mind of you
It wasn't that hard it was easy to do
Vaseline Bum Bum Boy
Verse 1
You think you can read me but you're filling it in yourself
Tell me, can you leave me while you're weak and you're in distress
Chorus
I don't want you to forgive me
Wonder how you will convince me
I don't want someone to bring me down
Verse 2
You think you decieve me 'cos you're pale and you fake regret
Tell me, can recieving make you feel all of this neglect
Chorus
I don't want you to forgive me
Wonder how you will convince me
I don't want someone to bring me down
You Are
Verse 1
I see your face and know that I'm the one to fall apart tonight
I never realised that I could love like this but you were right
You mean the world to me, the only thing going right in my life
Don't wanna walk away, don't wanna wake up from this dream tonight
Chorus
You show the light to me, you are, you are, you are
The strenght to fill my day, you are
Still shining bright for me, you are, you are, you are
Enticed by what you say, you are, you are the one, you are the one
Verse 2
You look at me, I love the way your eyes are smiling distantly
I shiver from your touch, your body moves so close, disolves in me
My dreams have washed away, fulfilled by new, surreal reality
Won't let you go, I need to feel your soul devour all of me
Chorus
You show the light to me, you are, you are, you are
The strenght to fill my day, you are
Still shining bright for me, you are, you are, you are
Enticed by what you say, you are, you are the one, you are the one
You Told Me
Verse 1
You told me I have to be free and go on my lonely way
Express myself how I wanna be....if I can, if I may
You told me I've got to be free
Said i know I don't like it but I've got to be me
You told me I have to be free
Verse 2
You let me go, evulve the chain and pull me back within
I feel my hatred rise in vain....note my patience wear thin
You let me go, pull the chain, feel my hatred rising, note my patience wear thin
You let me go, evulve the chain
Verse 3
You told me I have to be free and go on my lonely way
Express myself how I wanna be...if I can if I may
You told me I've got to be free, said I know I don't like it but I've got to be free
You told me I have to be free
You told me I have to be free and go on my lonely way
Express myself how I wanna be....if I can, if I may
You told me I've got to be free
Said i know I don't like it but I've got to be me
You told me I have to be free
Verse 2
You let me go, evulve the chain and pull me back within
I feel my hatred rise in vain....note my patience wear thin
You let me go, pull the chain, feel my hatred rising, note my patience wear thin
You let me go, evulve the chain
Verse 3
You told me I have to be free and go on my lonely way
Express myself how I wanna be...if I can if I may
You told me I've got to be free, said I know I don't like it but I've got to be free
You told me I have to be free
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